dear dealer,

you're like a drug, and i'm hooked on you. you're the only thing i see.

addiction is just like every infatuation based love story.
it begins when the one you love gives you the heaviest dose of something you never
admitted you wanted.. an emotional hit of love, passion, excitement. addiction to a relationship
is much like the addiction to a substance.

soon you're a hungry, obsessed junkie, craving that love. or better yet that person.

when the drug is out of reach you turn crazy, going out of your own mind
sick and resentful of the dealer who got you hooked in the first place.

soon your shaking in the corner, heartbroken and empty.. professing that you would
sell your soul, rob your friends, give up everything you once wanted just to feel the
rush of that love.. the way it used to be. if only one last time.

you've got to see that we're a pathetic mess. unrecognizable to even our own eyes.