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i just awoke from a dream of you, you were looking back at me as you walked away.
i realize how much i am missing you.. trying to be ok.

i always wondered why you leave and look back... and what is on your mind.
but now i know you want to remember what youre leaving behind.

i walked out on my porch, watched as cars drove by..
sat with earl grey.. and tried not to cry.

im wearing underwear and the tshirt you love so much.
the sun is beating down on me and im longing for your touch.

im thinking if i could run away id go to the ocean tonight.
i just want to be alone and clear my head, try to make things right.

i want to call you and hear your voice right now, but im not sure what i'd say.
so ill keep pretending i dont miss you, and live another day.