if crazy means living life like it matters,
then darling we are completely insane.
but who's to say what's crazy.
what about the sunlight against your golden skin.
and the way you pressed your lips to mine when i was seventeen.
insane the way we watched us drown, i can't believe.
crazy like the way you swallowed all that bullshit
and they convinced the world it was an accident.
accidental death.
it's never a valid term.
and now you linger around my mind. dancing circles in my bathroom.
you lived.
i learned.
now consume all your pride.
think about how your future died.
i wonder what you'd be like now, baby.
my eyelids fall to your hair like citrus.
i know now it's survival mode.
war against you..... the weakest.
